January 28 of 2016. Seems so very long ago and yet seems just yesterday that we were gathered together to pay tribute and say an unexpected goodbye to Jeffrey. I still think back on the very first time that little 5 pound bundle was placed in my arms. I cried lots of happy tears. I was so thankful that Heavenly Father had answered so many heartfelt prayers to have the opportunity to be a mother. And I had not forgotten the sacrifice made by Jeffrey's biological mother.
I remember his first smile, his first tooth, his first steps, and his happy personality. I remember celebrating each birthday as he grew from baby to adult. Jeffrey's journey was a journey of struggles. I think he really struggled with being adopted more than I ever realized. But he also had many positive and happy times in his life that hopefully outweighed the sad times. I'm looking forward to the time when I will hear him say, "Hello Mother" in the only way Jeff could and getting that all encompassing bear hug that I loved so much. Love you, my boy!